!!! ANOTHER SIDE OF ME !!!

why it happens to me always,
something is trapped inside.
its just another side of me, i guess,
looking for a way to hide.

its so scared,
so much fear is there,
that if somehow,
i try to care.

stop conversation,
is its only decision,
and then its my turn,
for another invitation.

someone come as i can not handle it alone,
and the pain i don't wanna tolerate anymore.
just open all doors and make it free,
its another side of me....
....MJ....