what I've done...

Last three years have not been easy for my writing career..Yes, unlike many of my friends i wanted and still do, to be a writer. Initially, the kind of topics i used to write about were not very encouraging...Rather there was anger in the mood and there was no hope and dissatisfaction all over..And then when i thought about taking the writing professionally, i got encapsulated within greed and lust for fame..With the success stories of all the masala books, stories of engineering life, management colleges and blah and blah, i actually started believing that the kind of lines i used to write were not going to catch the eyes of many..I changed my wrting style, i even changed the ideas which i used to write about, for i wanted to be one of the best sellers daddy...stupid me..
I wasted such a long time writing all these stories with just one thing in mind that "are they gona enjoy it?" and this for me came as a great mistake because when i read it, i hated it...i mean this is not why i started writing at the first place..If i cant express the way i think, there is no use of writing..So my first project went in vain taking away a lot of time, a really good effort and of course it took away a lot of frustration too because now at least i know what i have to write about...
A new start that i am going to begin, wish me luck for...